shanana_glenn

i got accepted to new york prepatory school today!!! and i'm pretty sure im going. so that means i'll be moving to new york. that's weird. not living in new jersey. =(. i like it here. i dont like half the people. haha but i like it here. and i like my friends. actually love them. i'm gonna have a going away party. not really a party. but like a BBQ. cause i can make a mean bbq. haha. only close friends. the like 10 i have. ahhh this stinks. i go to camp for 7 weeks. then i come home and have to move!. well maybe. we're not 100% about it. ughh yeah. but yeahh 18 days!! =D

shana young-cit
camp pontiac
p.o. box 100
copake ny, 12516

write me!!!


LOVE

two weeks ago i went to a palm reader person. and it got me thinking lately. a lot of the time she talked about a boy who i had real strong feelings for..she said love but im still weird about that word..she said it was kind of like a let down. and i knew exactly who she was talking about. but i haven't talked to that person in a year. but i want too. but i don't know if he wants to talk to me. it's not like it's love or anything. why do we do this? we talked then didnt talk for a year then talked and aren't talking anymore. blahh i dont know. i want to see him. even if it's just a friend thing. he was real nice and fun and everything. i saw my first sunset ever with him. and if he reads this he knows i'm talking about him. yeah anyways. im reallllly happy today. like usual haha. happy music =D. and everything. salt water tomorrw.. yay im excited. gonna be a real good weekend. i always have a good weekend.. bringing the STUFF. haha you don't know what that is but yeahhh.. i feel like putting picture of good times..

i dont know what got me to thinking about it but i miss the friends i used to have. the ones who were always there for me. and would do anything for me. i really couldn't tell you what happened to those people. but i really do miss them. and i just want everything to be cool. i've realized that one person took away all my friends. i dont know why and i dont understand. i had so many good people in my life. and now i have about 5 true friends who are here for me and would do anything for me. and i need more people like that. i have such issues trusting people now because of what that one person did. and i considered her one of my best friends up until a few days ago. i dont not want to be her friend but i dont feel like i can trust her or anything anymore. she's the type of person that can talk so much shit and once one thing is said about her she freaks out. am i the only one who thinks that is completely wrong? i dont know what to think anymore. i can't keep losing people who love me and being friends with people who break up great relationships. it's just too much to take. and if i could do it all over again i would still be with those friends.i wouldn't have listened to her. she took advantage of the situatuion and now she's ruined everything. but can i tell her? i don't want to start anymore drama..i just dont know..


on a happier note...shore this weekend. stacie is staying with me. and ari will be at her house too. laur and stacia will be there. maybe even tyler?..good friends means good times. 31 days til i leave this place and don't go home for 49 days. i need a break. but i'll miss some people. it's time for a transition for awhile. maybe to think? i just need some change..packing tonight cause my stuff leaves on the 15 of june. people should write me. but i dont know what bunk im in. whatevs. im sure i'll have the same people writing me everytime. thats cool. atleast i know who really misses me and cares about me.


oneLove

soooo yeah ive been making stupid entries lately but nothing like my life. know what i mean? i dont know. lifes been suprisingly really good. not much drama. a little. but i ended it. im pretty okay with not having a boy or anything. usually it gets me like kinda upset. but everything in life is good so why worry about that. im only 15. well 15 1/2 tomorrow =) haha but yeahh. so this weekend should be good. tomorrow stacie is comen voer. and sat me and some others are going to fridays for olivias birthday then im hanging out with meghan and sleeping there. io pretty excited. ve been best friends with meghan for like 4 years and never been to her house haha. her birthday is real soon. 16; HOLLA. i dont know what to get her. she never says she wants anything. ill figure something out. i got a ringback tone today. i think its pretty much the coolest thing ever, not gonna lie haha. yeah thats all for now i guess.



LOVE;<3

SO UGH LAST NIGHT BLACK EYED PEAS AND PUSSY CAT DOLLS WITH STACIE WAS FUCKEN AMAZING<3 WE WERENT EXCITED BUT IT WAS SOO GOOD. LESBIANS DRUNK AND HIGH OLDIES.<3

i love meghan so i have to post this cause its pretty mcuh the funniet thing haha

xox meg n oxo: damn son , yous goood
yeahh umm no: its cause i call everynight to talk to yoooo daddy
yeahh umm no: haha
xox meg n oxo: hahahahaha
xox meg n oxo: yeah he told me about you, said some bitch was callin for some hot sex
yeahh umm no: oh really?! i told him to keep it ont he dl. but since he told you about that i guess i should tell yoou im really your mom..
xox meg n oxo: hahahah is that why im so gross?!!
xox meg n oxo: hahahaha just kidding!
yeahh umm no: yeahh you got my genes..sorry bout that
xox meg n oxo: eh its alrightt , boys like the gross ones ;-)
yeahh umm no: yeahh cause the gross ones give it up faster
xox meg n oxo: yeah, but ya gotta do what ya gotta do, if easy's the only way you can get some, then hey
yeahh umm no: yah maybe i should start being like that...cause im lackin in the booty department
xox meg n oxo: yeahh, you just act easy around the ones youd want some from
xox meg n oxo: haha it tends to work? but hey, im dirty supposibly, so maybe you shouldnt listen to me, i was fuckin your dad and all
yeahh umm no: oh thats weird. cause ive been fucking your dad every night for a long itme..thats why his back is bad
xox meg n oxo: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha
xox meg n oxo: hahahahahahahahhahaa
xox meg n oxo: im pretty much on the floor peeing myself right now
yeahh umm no: hahahaha
yeahh umm no: that was a good one
xox meg n oxo: that was man! , damn nigga we could be on yo momma
yeahh umm no: haha it should be yo daddy. for the girls



I LOVE THAT GIRL. BEST FRIENDS FOREVR

blah blah blahh. so ughh spring break. pretty much the best ever. cherry hill boys. parties. suprise party. and just hanging out. i like not going away. maybe we shoudl stay home all the time during breaks. no drama. well kind of. this girl becca has been talking mad shit on me. and i didnt do shit to her. so she needs to shut her mouth. but other than thatt good times =). tomorrow= concert. kinda excited. not my favorites but whatev its all good.



you're my favorite
<3

YOOOOO. happy april foools day nuccca. so last night was pretty much awesome. i love cherry hill boys. they're my favorite haha. me and stac went to seans last night and a lot of his friends were therre.



AWESOMEEEEEE.
















i dont smoke beer

screwww writing in this only on sundays. i hvae stuff i just like neeed to get out. ekrbgiebgirbg i feel like everyone always has to copy someone. like be your own god damn self. i cant take the fake anymore. and sorry but we cant be friends if you cant even be your own person. and i know that sounds mean but why do people feel the need to copy people?..its not cool whatsoever. and another thing. what is with this whole drama thing this week. dont go behind peoples back saying shit then like two seconds later be like OMGZ BEST FRIENDS. cause sorry noone likes people like that. and noone likes you to be honest. and i really think that someone needs to tell you. cause you're not even our friend anymore? who are you to go talking shit and still want to be my best friend. ughh no sorry. life doesnt work like that. and life does not revolve around you, you cold hearted bitch. and no im not writing this to be mean. cause honestly this stuff needs to be said. and the person know that i am talking to them.cause i love each and everyone of my friends. but sorry love. we're done. like irbgirbgrebgergbgeihbre i could say so much shit right now but ill try to be the better person. cause im not like that at all. and you're just too FUCKING fake for words. and whats with you trying to get other people to hate on YOUR own friends. like who the hell are you?..and another thing. to another person. stop using me to get you shit. i'm not doing it anymore. be my friend cause you want to be, not cause i get you stuff...(not bad stuff, if that was what you people were thinking)ughhh okay on a happier notee. it's spring. warm weather pretty soon. and PICNICS AND SNOWCONES..haha you wouldn't get it if you're not scott. but okay now that im all typed out hahahaha im gonna goo


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM BLOCK!!!!!!!!

HOLLLA. so i had a real good weekend. i decided not to update these things till a sunday? haha. well friday stacshay came over! cause what would a weekend be without that crazy girl. but yeah we didnt do anything. cause people basically ditched us. but whatev we're too cool for those poops anyway. =). hahaha. yeah so she slept over and she stayed till like 4:30 haha. we were together for like 40 hours. it was crazy but yeahh. then that night i had jennas sweet 16. pretty awkward in the begining cause there was a bunch of people from like different groups of friends i guess you could say. but when everyone started to dance it was a lot of fun. me rachel and dayna have some pretty damn good skillzzzz. haha we dance like SLUTS! haha but yeahhh i came home and went right to sleeep. i woke up at like 1 today! it was amazinggg. then stacshay called me up and was like yoo im going to seans. wanna come? so of course i said yes cause sean is fucken amazing. i love that boyy. haha so we went to his house and his 2 friends were there then me stac and sean went to this kid tylers. we left the other boys at seans house ahah. this kid tyler was fucken ghetto as shit!!! like holy crap. his room was pretty scary cause it was dark and stuff and yeah this other kid justin was there, we all started watching a movie but we couldnt hear cause tyler was blasting like 70's music hahaha. but yeah then me stac and sean left and went back to his house and just hung outt. REAL GOOD weekend.



<3late

sufbiwke i love my life. just to let you know. haha its pretty much amazing. my friends. my everything.. i need to start talkign to new people and meeting new people. i dont want to be around voorhees my whole life. i need to get out. not thats its bad. i just want to explore what else it out there. i should make a buisness on making bracelets one day. cause im pretty sick at making them. and i make them all the time for people. i should charge like 50 cents for them haha. but i never will. im too nice to do that. but yeahhh. sup!? its getting warm out. but itll prolly be cold soon. im starting to dislike the cold a whole lot. i like spring. summer is pretty chill too. i just like the whole not having school and i dont have to look as white as i am haha. tann<3 even though i hate tanning. i like being in the water better. but dont you get tanner by being in the water? i always hear that. but im really not sure. <3late

so i guess im just in for writing two days in a row.i had a real good day. after lauren went home i just talked to some people and then i showered and suchh. then i went to dans house to show his my mom my dress and stuff. she really liked it :) his mom is awesome haha. shes real cute. so we went to the mall to get his suit. and then i met his friend cluadia? i think her name was. she was real nice. we had nothing to do so went to his house and hung out for a while. he skateboarded for me ahha. and showed me the skate video. it was soo funny. some kid fell of a rail and like killed his gonads. haha soo yeahhh. we were just like gay all day haha. i think we just like sat on his couch for like an hour straight talking about ntohing. i just kept saying go get a sweatshirt. cause he was cold. but he wouldnt admit it, gayyy boyyy. but yeahh i had lots of fun with him. we're gonna look real hott at cotillion. haha. i havent eaten anything today cept a little pudding thing this morning. my stomach hurts to much to eat anything.









There's a pretty young thing in front of you
and she's real pretty and she's real into you
and then she's sleepin' inside of you
and the talkin' leads to touchin'
and the touchin' leads to sex
and then there is no mystery left

soo lately life has been real good. i cant really explain. just like no drama. it's real good. this week was pretty chill. not much going on then this weekend has been the greatest in a long time. it was really needed. yesterday i went to a show that my brother produced. it was good. met some bands. hung out with people. today i went to laurens. not much then we came back here. i had some people over. lauren. becca. gina. dan. steve. and joe. i never talked to joe but steve and dan were friends with him so i didnt mind. hes actually real cool. i like that kid. we were all in my gym and steve turned around to talk to dan so i gave him an extreme wedgie. and he like killed me. he RIPPED my underwear off me. i hit my head on a weight. and my back hit the tred mill extremely hard. im in a tad bit of pain. but its okay. hes still my best friend. but yeahh. i think im going to dans house tomorrow. to meet his mom(my new best friend) and to show her the color of my dress. so she can find dan something to match me. im not gonna let him see it. he has to wait. cotillion is so soon. im really excited. i was kind of nervous about the whole thing but im starting to get really happy about it. i hope i look good and stuff.

my grades are actually good. my friends are amazing. i have no worries. l i f e is great.

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall

Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me

HEYYYY. im at sara. we had this whole plan to like watch troy. but that didnt happen. we started watching she's too young. but then like 15 minutes into it we were likewirewfr screw this haha. so now we're on the computer. cause it's the cool thing to do these days. hmm so. todays valentines day. my daddy was my valentine. he's been my valentine for 15 years and nothing will ever change ;).but there's also diz playa his name be nick. dayumm that playa got game. he waz also mah valentine. boyy is pretty sweet. my mom got me these bears and candy and chocolate covered retzels. those things are orgasmic. so ummmm. yeah 17 DAYS TILL COTILLION! im real nervous about it for some reason. but im also really excited. i'll be fine when it actually comes i guess. but yeahh. that's about it haha. i just wanted to write something in here today. how's everyones day going? i just found out something real excited but im not gonna say anything. cause the person will read it haha.kiierhfiebfirebf im supaaaaa excited. it honestly just made like my week hha. maybe even month but okay haha


<3333333333333

okayy. soo this week has been like blehh. i was sick on monday and then tuesday i went to school. it wasnt to bad. i survived haha. then today i didnt go to school. my throat hurts like extremely bad. i cant talk. i guess thats good? haha. but yeahh anyways. IM REAL EXCITED FOR COTILLION!!!.<3. it's me and dan, sara and chris, meghan and andy, sara and chris. arianas not coming. and i honestly think its really gay. but whatever. im not gonna say anything mean. but ummm yeahhh! i got my dress. its dark green haha. its too big though. so i gots to get it fixed. but yeahhh haha. someone needs to throw a party after cotillion. i would haha but i dont have a party house and my dad would never let me. so really. throw one k?. me and sam are trying to find someone to throw one. haha

but anyways. tomorrows my dads birthday. and oc night. but im not watching it. stupid valentines day. it'd be better if i had one. i really do want one. but i dont want to ask the person to be my valentine or anything. cause thatd be a little awkward :/. beonoeg it's not like i like him. hes just real cute and nice. :) haha but yeahh. we're gonna decorate my house and make my daddy a cake. its not a huge birrthday like 50 or anything. my dads turning 45. cool for him haha. my dads awesome. meet him sometime. haha

okay well this entry is long enough haha.

umm sooo im happpppy.

and i need to stop saying im upset in these things i seemed depressed or something
BLAH BLAH BLAH




 scottttt's hereeeee haha


hwhfbkfbkwf <333

ughh i was in such a goood moood today. cause its friday. so i cant be sad or anythingggg. but now im just like hehbewhoewghwg. people are really starting to get on my nerves. sorry but i dont need to get drunk every weekend to have a good time and stuff. i could do anything elseeee. im not a ''party'' pooper or anything. just i cant stand doing the same thing every effin weekkendd. but whatev. midterms are over. i did pretty good on them. last night was oc night :) smelly dan came over hahaha. just kidding. he doesnt smell. he took us to wawa. mmm wawa<3 i could go there right now. but yeah so i didnt get to watch like any of it. cause i was too busy talking haha. it was fun though. ummm yeah so im real hungry and i want chinese. and this is a real random entry, im just real bored. but ummm



roghorwng I DONT WANT TO GET DRUNK!!!!!!!! my gawd.

ughh. so today we started midterms. whatev i know im gonna suck at them anyway. after school i went to eat with my madre. then we went shopping for a cotillion dress. the first place we went was so fucken tacky. who the hell would wear that crap. then we went to irma's? it was like bridal crap and then i went to jay west. i really thought id get something there. but ofcours not. my day couldnt go good for once. noone has what i want. i want a short dress. a real plain one. no stupid sequence no ruffle non of that. and i want it strapless. ive seen them all over the internet. but can i find it anywhere..no? so my mom got mad at me. cause she likes the big poofy girly girl crap and i hate it. shes mad cause i wouldnt try on what she likes. SORRY BUT LIKE I DIDNT EFFIN WANT TO EVER TRY IT ON. ughh sometimes i really hate my mom. and she yelled at me and was like im not driving an hour tomorrow to go to the store you want to. and she said im always unhaappy..if she knew me she would know i am always happy. she told me shes gonna make me go to therapy. my god can i ever be unhappy.


im effin done with this year already and it just started
if i cant find a dress i like im really not goen to cotillion
i could care less with the way its going so far.

whatev